Jumat, 18 Juli 2014

Sell Dayak Acessories

Sell Bag Etnic Dayak

Rambat is bag for people in borneo island move many wide thing
the people in  borneo always save nature with not use plastic , rambat made from rattan
if you wish world not have polution with plastik Please Buy it 
you can call me in 082157564630 ,0r BBM 23296fef , or you can email me in joenathanandreas@gmail.com
Rambat Bag
Small
Rp. 200 .000 ( $17,14 USD  )
Big
Rp. 275 . 000 ( $ 23. 57 USD )




Mandau 
The dayak men make mandau for hunt, mandau is big knife .One times, mandau have a mistic story, once upon in the time mandau is knife for kill someone not same etnis but that's recruitment for admission the dayak culture , if man can kill people not same ethnic he can admission he is the man of dayak, but now mandau can be used to  furniture


Small
Rp.2 .000.000 ( $ 171.41 USD  )
Big 
Rp. 2.850.000 (  $ 244. 26 USD )


Sababuka Mask
Sababuka is mask
people in borneo island trusted sababuka have spirit and soul
sababuka can use you make to safeguard your job and your family




Rp. 800 . 000 ( $ 68.56 USD )

Talawang

Talawang can used be furniture


Small 
Rp. 500. 000 ( $ 42. 85 USD )
Big 
Rp. 1 . 000. 000 (  $ 85.70 USD )



Senin, 14 Juli 2014

Delegation Trip for Holiday

Bali is an island and province of indonesia , and includes a few smaller neighbouring islands, notably . It is located at the westernmost end of the Lesser Sunda Island, between Java to the west and Lombok  the east.  capital of Denpasar is located at the southern part of the island.
With a population of 3,890,757 in the 2010 census, and currently 4,225,000. The island is home to most of Indonesia Hindu Minority. According to the 2010 Census, 84.5% of Bali's population adhered to Balinese Hindu, 12% to islam , and most of the remainder followed Christiany
Bali is the largest tourist destination in the country and is renowned for its highly developed arts, including Traditional and modern dance, sculpture, painting, leather, Metal working, and musik . Since the late 20th century, the province has had a rise in tourism.
Bali is part of the Coral , the area with the highest biodiversity of marine species. In this area alone over 500 reef building coral species can be found. For comparison, this is about 7 times as many as in the entire Caribbean. There is a wide range of dive sites with high quality reefs, all with their own specific attractions. Many sites can have strong currents and swell, so diving without a knowledgeable guide is unadvisable. Most recently, Bali was the host of the 2011 ASEAN Summit, 2013 APEC and Miss World 2013.
Bali was inhabited around 2000 BC by Austronesian people who migrated originally from Southeast Asia and Oceania through Maritime Southeast Asia. Culturally and linguistically, the Balinese are closely related to the people of the Indonesian archipelago, Malaysia, the Philippines, and Oceania.Stone tools dating from this time have been found near the village of Cekik in the island's west.
In ancient Bali, nine Hindu sects existed, namely Pasupata, Bhairawa, Siwa Shidanta, Waisnawa, Bodha, Brahma, Resi, Sora and Ganapatya. Each sect revered a specific deity as its personal Godhead
Balinese culture was strongly influenced by Indian, Chinese, and particularly Hindu culture, beginning around the 1st century AD. The name Bali dwipa ("Bali island") has been discovered from various inscriptions, including the Blanjong pillar inscription written by Sri Kesari Warmadewa in 914 AD and mentioning "Walidwipa". It was during this time that the people developed their complex irrigation system subak to grow rice in wet-field cultivation. Some religious and cultural traditions still practiced today can be traced to this period.
The Hindu Majapahit Empire (1293–1520 AD) on eastern Java founded a Balinese colony in 1343. When the empire declined, there was an exodus of intellectuals, artists, priests, and musicians from Java to Bali in the 15th century.
At religious festivals on Bali the sculptures are dressed and umbrellas are placed by the temples.
The first European contact with Bali is thought to have been made in 1585 when a Portuguese ship foundered off the Bukit Peninsula and left a few Portuguese in the service of Dewa Agung. In 1597 the Dutch explorer Cornelis de Houtman arrived at Bali and, the Dutch East India Company was established in 1602. The Dutch government expanded its control across the Indonesian archipelago during the second half of the 19th century (see Dutch East Indies). Dutch political and economic control over Bali began in the 1840s on the island's north coast, when the Dutch pitted various competing Balinese realms against each other.[15] In the late 1890s, struggles between Balinese kingdoms in the island's south were exploited by the Dutch to increase their control.
In June 1860 the famous Welsh naturalist, Alfred Russel Wallace, travelled to Bali from Singapore, landing at Bileling on the northcoast of the island. Wallace's trip to Bali was instrumental in helping him devise his Wallace Line theory. The Wallace Line is a faunal boundary that runs through the strait between Bali and Lombok. It has been found to be a boundary between species of Asiatic origin in the east and a mixture of Australian and Asian species to the west. In his travel memoir The Malay Archipelago, Wallace wrote of his experience in Bali:
I was both astonished and delighted; for as my visit to Java was some years later, I had never beheld so beautiful and well-cultivated a district out of Europe. A slightly undulating plain extends from the seacoast about ten or twelve miles inland, where it is bounded by a fine range of wooded and cultivated hills. Houses and villages, marked out by dense clumps of coconut palms, tamarind and other fruit trees, are dotted about in every direction; while between them extend luxurious rice-grounds, watered by an elaborate system of irrigation that would be the pride of the best cultivated parts of Europe.
The Dutch mounted large naval and ground assaults at the Sanur region in 1906 and were met by the thousands of members of the royal family and their followers who fought against the superior Dutch force in a suicidal puputan defensive assault rather than face the humiliation of surrender.Despite Dutch demands for surrender, an estimated 200 Balinese marched to their death against the invaders. In the Dutch intervention in Bali, a similar massacre occurred in the face of a Dutch assault inKlungkung. Afterward the Dutch governors exercised administrative control over the island, but local control over religion and culture generally remained intact. Dutch rule over Bali came later and was never as well established as in other parts of Indonesia such as Java and Maluku.
In the 1930s, anthropologists Margaret Mead and Gregory Bateson, artists Miguel Covarrubias and Walter Spies, and musicologist Colin McPhee all spent time here. Their accounts of the island and its peoples created a western image of Bali as "an enchanted land of aesthetes at peace with themselves and nature." Western tourists began to visit the island.
Balinese dancers show for tourists, in Ubud.
Imperial Japan occupied Bali during World War II. it was not originally a target in their Netherlands East Indies Campaign, but as the airfields on Borneo were inoperative due to heavy rains, the Imperial Japanese Army decided to occupy Bali, which did not suffer from comparable weather. The island had no regular Royal Netherlands East Indies Army (KNIL) troops. There was only a Native Auxiliary Corps Prajoda(Korps Prajoda) consisting of about 600 native soldiers and several Dutch KNIL officers under command of KNIL Lieutenant Colonel W.P. Roodenburg. On 19 February 1942 the Japanese forces landed near the town of Senoer [Senur]. The island was quickly captured.
During the Japanese occupation, a Balinese military officer, Gusti Ngurah Rai, formed a Balinese 'freedom army'. The lack of institutional changes and the harshness of war requisitions made Japanese rule worse than the Dutch one.Following Japan's Pacific surrender in August 1945, the Dutch returned to Indonesia, including Bali, to reinstate their pre-war colonial administration. This was resisted by the Balinese rebels, who now used recovered Japanese weapons. On 20 November 1946, the Battle of Marga was fought in Tabanan in central Bali. Colonel I Gusti Ngurah Rai, by then 29 years old, finally rallied his forces in east Bali at Marga Rana, where they made a suicide attackon the heavily armed Dutch. The Balinese battalion was entirely wiped out, breaking the last thread of Balinese military resistance.
In 1946 the Dutch constituted Bali as one of the 13 administrative districts of the newly proclaimed State of East Indonesia, a rival state to the Republic of Indonesia, which was proclaimed and headed by Sukarno and Hatta. Bali was included in the "Republic of the United States of Indonesia" when the Netherlands recognised Indonesian independence on 29 December 1949.
The 1963 eruption of Mount Agung killed thousands, created economic havoc and forced many displaced Balinese to be transmigrated to other parts of Indonesia. Mirroring the widening of social divisions across Indonesia in the 1950s and early 1960s, Bali saw conflict between supporters of the traditional caste system, and those rejecting this system. Politically, the opposition was represented by supporters of the Indonesian Communist Party (PKI) and the Indonesian Nationalist Party (PNI), with tensions and ill-feeling further increased by the PKI's land reform programs. An attempted coup in Jakarta was put down by forces led by General Suharto.
The army became the dominant power as it instigated a violent anti-communist purge, in which the army blamed the PKI for the coup. Most estimates suggest that at least 500,000 people were killed across Indonesia, with an estimated 80,000 killed in Bali, equivalent to 5% of the island's population. With no Islamic forces involved as in Java and Sumatra, upper-caste PNI landlords led the extermination of PKI members.
As a result of the 1965/66 upheavals, Suharto was able to manoeuvre Sukarno out of the presidency. His "New Order" government reestablished relations with western countries. The pre-War Bali as "paradise" was revived in a modern form. The resulting large growth in tourism has led to a dramatic increase in Balinese standards of living and significant foreign exchange earned for the country. A bombing in 2002 by militant Islamists in the tourist area of Kuta killed 202 people, mostly foreigners. This attack, and another in 2005, severely reduced tourism, producing much economic hardship to the island.

Tourism

Canyoning in Gitgit Waterfall, Bali, Indonesia
The Tirtha Empul Temple draws tourists who seek its holy waters
Pura Taman Ayun, another temple which is a popular tourist destination
he tourism industry is primarily focused in the south, while significant in the other parts of the island as well. The main tourist locations are the town of Kuta (with its beach), and its outer suburbs of Legian and Seminyak (which were once independent townships), the east coast town of Sanur (once the only tourist hub), in the center of the island Ubud, to the south of the Ngurah Rai International Airport, Jimbaran, and the newer development of Nusa Dua and Pecatu.
A statue of Arjuna on a street in Bali
The American government lifted its travel warnings in 2008. The Australian government last issued an advice on Friday, 4 May 2012. The overall level of the advice was lowered to 'Exercise a high degree of caution'. The Swedish government issued a new warning on Sunday, 10 June 2012 because of one more tourist who has been killed by methanol poisoning.
Kuta Beach is a popular tourist spot in Bali
An offshoot of tourism is the growing real estate industry. Bali real estate has been rapidly developing in the main tourist areas of Kuta, Legian, Seminyak and Oberoi. Most recently, high-end 5 star projects are under development on the Bukit peninsula, on the south side of the island. Million dollar villas are being developed along the cliff sides of south Bali, commanding panoramic ocean views. Foreign and domestic (many Jakarta individuals and companies are fairly active) investment into other areas of the island also continues to grow. Land prices, despite the worldwide economic crisis, have remained stable.
In the last half of 2008, Indonesia's currency had dropped approximately 30% against the US dollar, providing many overseas visitors value for their currencies. Visitor arrivals for 2009 were forecast to drop 8% (which would be higher than 2007 levels), due to the worldwide economic crisis which has also affected the global tourist industry, but not due to any travel warnings.
Bali's tourism economy survived the terrorist bombings of 2002 and 2005, and the tourism industry has in fact slowly recovered and surpassed its pre-terrorist bombing levels; the longterm trend has been a steady increase of visitor arrivals. In 2010, Bali received 2.57 million foreign tourists, which surpassed the target of 2.0–2.3 million tourists. The average occupancy of starred hotels achieved 65%, so the island is still able to accommodate tourists for some years without any addition of new rooms/hotels, although at the peak season some of them are fully booked.
Bali received the Best Island award from Travel and Leisure in 2010. The island of Bali won because of its attractive surroundings (both mountain and coastal areas), diverse tourist attractions, excellent international and local restaurants, and the friendliness of the local people. According to BBC Travel released in 2011, Bali is one of the World's Best Islands, rank in second after Greece.
In August 2010, the film version of Eat, Pray, Love (EPL) was released in theatres. The movie was based on Elizabeth Gilbert's best-selling memoir of the same name. It took place at Ubud and Padang-Padang Beach at Bali. The 2006 book, which spent 57 weeks at the No. 1 spot on the New York Times paperback nonfiction best-seller list, had already fuelled a boom in EPL tourism in Ubud, the hill town and cultural and tourist center that was the focus of Gilbert's quest for balance through traditional spirituality and healing that leads to love.
Since 2011, China has displaced Japan as the second-largest supplier of tourists to Bali, while Australia still tops the list. Chinese tourists increased by 17% from last year due to the impact of ACFTA and new direct flights to Bali. In January 2012, Chinese tourists year on year (yoy) increased by 222.18% compared to January 2011, while Japanese tourists declined by 23.54% yoy.
Bali reported that it has 2.88 million foreign tourists and 5 million domestic tourists in 2012, marginally surpassing the expectations of 2.8 million foreign tourists. Forecasts for 2013 are at 3.1 million.
Based on Bank Indonesia survey in May 2013, 34.39 percent of tourists are upper-middle class with spending between $1,286 to $5,592 and dominated by Australia, France, China, Germany and the US with some China tourists move from low spending before to higher spending currently. While 30.26 percent are middle class with spending between $662 to $1,285.

Jumat, 28 Desember 2012

sebuah harapan Part 2

saat sasa sampai di amerika dia menghubungi nino
sasa : hai nino , hummmmmmmmmm aku dah sampai amrik nihnino : syukurlah, kamu tau gak aku khawatir banget aku takut terjadi sesuatu
sasa : tenang aja , kan sekarang aku dah gak apa2
nino : iya2, bagaimana keadaan di sana
sasa : hm............ baru aja nih turun salju
nino : wow aku juga pengen ngeliat salju tapi kayaknya cuman harapan aja
sasa : jangan nyerah donk tar aku paketin deh nih salju  biar kamu rasain juga
nino : hahahaha ada2 aja sampai sini udah meleleh
sasa : iya juga seh
nino : hm besok kamu mau kemana ?
sasa : sepertinya aku akan berjalan keliling kota
nino : jangan lupa oleh2 ya
sasa : iya aku cariin deh buat sahabatku tersayang
nino : patung liberti ya
sasa : ok ok tapi yang kecilnya
nino : iya hahahahha
sasa : ya sudah aku mau istirahat dulu
nino : ok mat malam ya moga mimpi indah , jangan lupa doa
sasa : iya2
pagi harinya
nino :  mat pagi sasa ayo bangun
sasa : iya udah bangun nih
nino : cepetan mandi
sasa : dingin no
nino : alah dinginan kulkas
sasa : iya deh aku mau hangatin dulu airnya
nino : hahahahaha mau mandi di panci neng
sasa : ada2 aja kan di sini bak mandinya sudah tersedia ai hangatnya  wkwkwkwk
nino : ouh gitu ya bagus aja kalo gitu
sasa : ya udah aku mau mandi
nino : ok mandi aja
sasa : see you later telponnya aku tutup dulu ya

beberapa jam kemudian
sasa : no lagi apa ?
nino : gak ada aja
sasa : di sini bagus banget pemandangannyanino : iya aku juga bayangin pasti indah banget
sasa : iya baru pertama kalinya aku megang salju ternyata dinginnya sama seperti es
nino : wow
sasa : no aku tutup dulu ya aku mau kenalan dulu sama anak2 yang main sky itunino : iyaaaaaaaasasa : bye tar aku telpon lagi
nino : ya

beberapa saat kemudian
sasa : nino gila cwonya cakep banget ..........
nino : siapa sas ?
sasa: namanya zerand alvendio
nino : oh mereka ramah2sasa: iya aku di ajak diner nanti malam
nino : oh yasasa: iya, ya iudah aku mau siap2 dulusaat itu hati nino tersa hancur saat mendengar perkataan sasa setiap detik dia selalu memikirkan sasasaat malam tiba dia makin menjadi2 semua terasa begitu menyakitkan nino menunggu sasa menghubunginya
sekali2 iya melihat telponnya tetapi tidak ada yang di harapkannya

keesokan harinya
sasa: pagi nino
nino : pagi juga sasasasa : lagi ngapain ?
nino : lagi mikirin kamusasa : hahahahaha mulai gombal deh
nino : beneran
sasa : udahlah gak usah bahas itu laginino : kenyaataannya gitu, sa apa yang terjadi malam tadi
sasa: o iya aku baru ingat, nino kamu bayangin gak , apa yang aku harap ternyata terjadi
nino : gak emanag kamu bayangin apaan ?
sasa : aku udah jadian dengan zerand
nino: apa ? yang bener
sasa : iya , aku gak sanggup nahan perasaanku
nino : lo kokkamu gak liat dulu latar and gimana orangnya, kalo dia jahat gimana , kalo dia nyakitin kamu gimana
sasa: aku cinta ama dia aku yakin dia setia
nino : gak bisa gitu donk
sasa: lho kamu kok marah, kammu cemburu ya karna aku milih dia
nino: udahlah percuma ngomong ama kamusasa : ya udah aku gak akan hubungin kamu lagi
nino : terserah
dalam hati nino dia menyesal dan kehilangan juga tapi apa daya semua sudah terjadi nantikan part 3 nya ok

sebuah harapan part 1


suatu hari ada dua orang sahabat dari kecil hingga dewasa . dan mereka masih sma smester akhir
nino: sasa setelah lulus sma kamu mau kemana ?
sasa : sepertinya aku akan kuliah, kalu kamu nino?
nino: aku gak tau sasa apa akau kan kemana ato kuliah ato kerja, kalau kamu
sasa : hm,,, aku kuliah , kata papahku aku akan di kirim ke harvart university !
nino : wow..., bagus sekalai nasip dan masa depanmu ,gak seperti aku
sasa : gak juga, kamu jangan putus asa aku akan selalu menjadi sahabatmu
dalam pikiran nino""sebenernya aku ingin mengatakan sesuatu tapi aku takut,dan aku juga yakin itu sebuah harapan yang akan membuatku malu dan mungkin membuatmu menjauhi aku"
nino : sasa, aku mau ngomong nih ?
sasa: bicara aja gak ada yang larang kok !
nino : gak jadi
sasa : loh , kok gitu bilang aja. Kalo aku bisa bantu kamu jangan sungkan nino sayang
nino : gak aku takut
sasa : takut buat apa kan kamu gak ada salah
nino : ya nunggu ntar aja
sasa: kau bikin aku penasaran aja nino
nino : DL ( derita lo )
sasa: tega kamu yah ku cubit nanti
ujian sekolah
nino: sebentar lagi kita akan lulus ya!
sasa : iya , aku gak sabar bertemu orang 2 baru
sentak wajah nino berubah menjadi sedih
sasa: nino , kamu kenapa , apa kamu ada masalah ?, cerita donknini : gak ada apa2!
malam harinyanino : sebentar lagi ujian akan berakhir dan sasa akan kuliah jauh , bagai mana ini apa aku harus jujur , tapi aku takut dia akan menjauhikutetapi jika ku diam saja aku akan kehilangan kesempatan

ujian nasional
sasa: bagaimana  perasaanmu no ?, apa kamu deg degan menghadapi uan ini
nino : yah seperti anak2 lainnya , so pastio aku cemas
sasa : aku sudah di terima di harvart dan masalah waktu dan hasil ujian ini saja yang akan ku beri untuk orang tuaku
nino : ya berjuanglah aku yakin kamu bisa

pengumuman
sasa: no aku lulus
nino : baguaslah , aku juga lulussasa: ayo kita rayakan nino : baiklah

setelah makan
nino : sa, ada yang mau aku omongin
sasa: apa itu no?
nino : sasa sebenernya aku suka ama kamu
sasa: ah nino kamu ini bercanda , gak lucu kalinino : beneran ini hal yang ku pendam sejak smP
sasa: knapa kamu baru katakan sekarang ?
nino : aku takut
sasa : sulit untuk kita bersama karna kita sudah seperti saudara
nino : tapi aku punya rasa yang berbedasasa: udahlah lupakan saja ninonino : ya sudah , ini yang ku takutkan. Aku mohon kamu jangan membencikusasa: ya gak lah nino

satu bulan kemudiansasa: nino nanti siang aku bakal pergi untuk menuntut ilmu
nino : iya sekolah saja yang benar
sasa : iya aku gk akan kecewakan orang tuaku
nino : iya aku yakin
sasa: nanti saat aku sudah di sana aku akan kirim surat ke kamu yah, awas kalo gak di balas
nino : iya, iya
sasa : ok tar aku telpon yah
nino : iya

dan akhirnya sasa pergi ke amerika
tunggu cerita selanjutnya

Tragedi Valentine


Hari ini sudah dinantikan, hari yang selama ini ku tunggu. Ku harapkan kebahagiaan yang takkan ku lupakan seumur hidupku
itu harapku bahkan mungkin semua manusia, aku adalah insan yang selama ini mencari permata hati yang lepas dari cincin yang di berikan TUhan.

Berapa lama ku tunggu namun tak muncul juga,aku bingung dan berharap semua baik-baik saja." Ada apa ini" dalam pikirku
kenapa lama sekali, sedang apa dan di mana dia?
Para tamu sudah resah mananti mulainya acara suci ini, aku pun mencoba mencari cara agar mengalihkan perhatian para tamu. Setelah selesai menghibur akupun mencoba menghubunginya atau keluarganya, kenapa semua tidak menjawab. Hatiku sungguh kesal,cemas,dan takut bercampur aduk.

Mas arya kemana ? kok gak muncul juga ucapku pada ibuku. lalu selang beberapa menit ponselku berbunyi, kring............kring............aku sentak langsung menyambar ponselku dan berharam mas arya menghubungiku

seorang gadis kecil terisak menangis........... dalam fikirku ada apa ini ?
tersadar aku mengingat suara adik kecil ini tak lain adiknya mas arya

miko, kenapa menangis? tanyaku pada adik bungsu mas arya yang berumur 8 tahun.......
kakak .............. kak arya berdarah...........
apa ? sentak aku kaget dan bertanya dia mana dia berada?
kakak arya di rumah sakit dokter sutomo kak

dalam hitungan detik kuraih kunci mobil yang bertengger di gantungan tempat biasa. Dalam keadaan panik dan dalam keadaan cemas aku langsung melaju kencang menuju rumah sakit.

Saat di  jalan aku melihat sebuah mobil penganten yang bagian depannya hancur berat. dan nomornya sama dengan nomor mobil mas arya

lalu tanpa pikir panjang aku langsung menuju rumah sakit tanpa berfikir lagi. Dan sesampai di rumah sakit, ku lihat adik kecil yang tak lain adalah miko sedang menunggu di UGD
selang beberapa menit beberapa jenasah di bawa ke ruang mayat.

sungguh tragis , di hari pernikahanku aku harus mengalami dan menyaksikan keluarga dari mempelaiku pergi dalam sekejab
Siang malam aku berdoa , berharap mas arya bisa bertahan hidup.

Miko adik kecilku ku bawa pulang ke rumah , sngguh tragis . adik kecilku menyaksikan seluruh anggota keluarganya meninggalkannya secara bersamaan.

Dan mas arya pun sadar dari tidur panjangnya dan bertanya dimana dia?
lalu dia mencari adik kecilnya
namun anehnya dia seolah tak mengenalku ?

ada apa ini ?

aku bertanya ke pada dokter tentang hal yang terjadi

hatiku mengis saat orang yang ku sayangi tak mengenaliku

dan ternyata mas arya kehilangan sebagian dari ingatannya

kenapa bisa?

aku sungguh tak menerima semua ini

perlahan ku tenagkan hatiku, aku mencoba untuk bersabar dan membuat mas arya ingat tentangku. atau membuat mas arya mencinatiku seperti dulu.

ku temani dia hari lepas hari, jam lepas jam, menit lepas menit , dan detik lepas detik

namun semua seolah sia-sia

aku tak snggup menahan tangisku

sesosok tangan memegang bahuku, aku berharap itu mas arya. saat ku berbalik , ternyata itu adalah miko

kakak kenapa? tanya miko polos

gak kok dek cuman kangen aja

kakak tabah ya, kak arya pasti ingat kakak

dalam hatiku aku sangat berharap itu
dan arya mendekati aku dan miko

dia bertanya seolah takut aku orang jahat

sungguh tragis orang yang mencintaiku malah balik menakutiku

hati ini ingin berteriak namun tak mampu berucap

berbulan -bulan dia tak mengenaliku dan aku lelah menjalani semua

namun satu sosok yang selalu menyemangatiku, Miko. Miko adalah adik yang menyayangiku

setelah hampir setahun, mulai ada perubahan sikap mas arya
dia mulai perlahan kembali seperti kebiasaannya dulu
dan akhirnya aku punya harapan untuk mendapatkan cintanya

setiap hari aku berusaha menjalin hubungan baik dengannya dan mulai mengucapkan kata-kata yang sering dia ucapkan dulu

hari yang ku nanti telah tiba, di mana saat pertama aku menerima cinta mas arya

hari ini tanggal 14 february
hari yang di kenal kaum muda dengan sebutan hari valentine

ku buat taman di balik rumah seindah mungkin

setelah malam tiba aku meminta miko untuk tidur lebih cepat dari biasanya

dan malam pukul 21.00 ku ajak mas arya ke taman belakang
dan ku lihat wajah tampan yang tersenyum saat melihat semua usahaku

wow , ada acara apa ini ?
tanya calon suamiku ini

perlahan ku ingatkan dia dengahal-hal indah dulu

dan akhirnya dia sedikit demi sedikit memulihkan ingatannya
dia mengeluh kepalanya pusing
aku panik dan membawanya ke rumah sakit

dan dokter tersenyum merekah
selamat ibu dian, pak arya sudah hampir 100% kembali ingatannya

sentak aku bahagia
lalu aku menuju lorong rumah sakit dan menuju kamar mas arya
dan dia nampak sedih

aku bertanya
kenapa mas?
dia hanya diam saja

ku peluk perlahan dan memegang kepalanya

dia berkata, aku rindu keluargaku
namun aku mencoba menghiburnya

dan tahun berganti tepat di bulang february kami putuskan untuk kembali menikah di hari yang penuh dengan keajaiban cinta itu

selamat hari valentine ucapku pada suami tercintaku ini
dan setiap hari valentine kami berdua selalu merayakan sama seperti pertama bertemu
TAmat

Bersama Angin


Hari itu aku tidak sengaja membuka fb , kulihat di saran pertemanan ada seseorang yang menarik hati. Lalu entah mengapa hati ini ingin menjadikannya sebagai teman , setelah di tambahkan beberapa saat kemudian dia menerima permintaan pertemanan itu.
"hy , tfc " itu kata yang pertama ku tulis di dindingnya , kemudian  dia membalas" sama-sama." dalam hati luar biasa bahagianya.
lalu hari demi hari kami mulai mengirimkan pesan dan chat, semakin lama semakin akrab hingga kami bertukar nomor HP
smsan , dan fban...
aku bingung aku mulai tumbuh rasa kepadanya, padahal hal itu tidak boleh di lakukan
hahahaha
dia milik orang lain dan aku juga tidak ingin merusak hubungan orang lain
kami janjian untuk bertemu namun selalu gagal
hingga suatu hari , malam begitu penat akhirnya kami bertemu dan kami mulai berbicara tetapi masih tidak leluasa karna ia bersama dengan teman2nya.

beberapa hari kemudian kami janjian untuk bertemu ditempat yang sama, aku bahagia .....
dan akhirnya kami saling bercerita....
semakin kuat perasaanku padanya mendengar lika liku kehidupannya yang hampir sama dengan kehidupanku

kami mulai semakin sering smsan dan bertemu sekali-kali , hingga suatu hari kejadian yang tidak di inginkan terjadi
dan setelah hari itu kami mulai berubah , hingga suatu hari dia jadi sangat jutek.

semua berubah aku sangat menyesal , aku tidak ingin semua berakhir dengan terluka.Ku hubungi dia dan dia katakan anggap aku tidak pernah hadir di hidupmu
aku bingung dengan arti dari ucapannya
hingga sampai saat ini pesan ku tak pernah di balas olehnya
aku sangat sedih
dan hari2ku terasa hampa , ketika melewati tempat yang pernah kami berdua lewati dan duduk bersama kenangan itu seolah mengiris hati

tiap malam ku kembali ketempat pertama kami bertemu berharap bertemu ia kembali
tapi semua hanya sia2
Hanya bersama angin yang sama ku sampaikan rinduku padanya
semoga suatu saat dia akan merasakan perasaanku saat ini dan kembali bersamaku lagi
 

Sabtu, 14 April 2012

Embun pagi menusuk relung jiwa ini.
Entah mengapa? " aku terbangun dari mimpi burukku".
Ku lihat di sekelilingku , ruangan kosong yang dulu sering ku kunjungi sewaktu ku kecil.

Aku berjalan menyusuri lorong yang ada di  bangunan rumah ,yang ku diami selama beberapa tahun ini.
Sejenak ku berhenti , aku memandang sebuah ruangan yang tak asing bagiku.

Terbesit dibenakku tentang masa lalu yang ku alami, kepahitan yang terasa semakin menusuk di pagi ini.
Ruang gelap  seakan mengejar dan menutupi kehidupanku, akankah rasa ini selalu menghantuiku ?

Suara dahan berderit dihempas oleh angin , seolah alam ingin berteiak mewakili ku . Senjak aku bersandar , dalam benakku berseru :


 Aku  ingin bebas
Aku ingin hidup semestinya
Aku ingin agar bebanku telepas
Aku ingin tangisanku berhenti

Tuhan , aku ingin mengadu padaMU
Sebenarnya aku lelah yang
Tubuh ini tak sanggup tuk menahan perih lagi
Aku terjatuh
Dalam kekelaman ini
Aku hanya bisa mengharapkan kasih sayangMU Tuhan 
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